Im Blur ~.~"

Hmm..i long time no write blog le. Coz Everytime i write blog is coz im sad or moody. Lately my lover and me r very loving and happy. We play, jokes and sayang each others lor. I Feel very xin fu...Coz i knw i have to treasure all tis =]

Last nite my lover told me tat we r not couple. I cant accept coz it is very suddent. Coz i tot we love each other and sayang each other jiu mean we r lover n couple le ma. She say no..Coz she haven accept me. I heard le my heart melt too..haiz..

Suddently mind empty and dono wat to do. I dono why my lover dun be like me. Love each others jiu accept le ma. Even if u dun say out u put in ur heart oso can ma? I din even force u or anything rite? I knw ur papa mama dun allow. I oso scare ur papa mama knw then punish u or wat ma. But i never force u to date wif me or kiss or hug ma. Juz in phone..If u scare u can juz delete it ma rite? Hiaz T^T

we can say is together 4 years le bah. Even we din on so long rite? Why have to be so.......I dono how to say. I juz feel pek cek. Last nite i din sleep well. Im reli sensitive to wat u say de. last nite whole nite even when i sleeping. The words tat u say still in my mind.

I knw last time i did wrong. Im guilty...But i dun think im the only person hu done wrong. I din reli go love tat girl juz used her to 4get u. Why u dun understand and keep use her name and kek me.

All i wan now are we loving each other and sayang and care each other. And wait till after SPM then we plan to be togetehr. U told me see tat time 1st bah..Ngaitee..u knw i feel tat u planing to kick me out of ur life or wat. U dunwan we be together ma? u dunwan to love me after form5 le ma?

Today i go to KGS play..I dun think im going to have fun after tis...Haizzz @.@