Haiz ='(

Long time no write blog le lor. Many things happy. Happy, Sad, Angry, Moody all type. But its passed. Hmmm~

2nite i asked my lover. Wat do u treat me as? juz a special fren or lover? I ask her tis coz she's been treating me colder and colder. She answer me both both. At 1st she tried to hide her real answer from me. Then i ask her the 2nd time. She told me the truth. I was having badminton training. After i saw the msg. My mood suddently down. Haiz..

She ask me dun be sad and dun think abt it. How can i dun think abt it? how can i dun be sad? If she's me and im her. She oso will be sad rite? Im reli hopeless and sad now.

Heartbreak~

I been falling in love on her since form1. Till now form4..Maybe last time i had a few time tat i reli wanna give up but i din. In form4 starting of the year i did something very hurtful to her. I dun mean it. I got together wif another girl. I reli dun like the girl so when im wif her my heart is wondering off.

I dono if she belive me or not. I juz hope she does. starting of the year till now i been trying my best to win back my lover's heart coz i knew i hurt her alot. But at the end( like now) WAT DO I GET? After so long suddently tell me tis. Haiz..

I dono Tomoro how im going to fake a smile and go to school. She asked me to smile 1 for her b4 we sleep. How do i smile? now i dono wanna cry or juz sit and dream while looking at de sky better. RELI BO SIM AND KEK SIM AR!!! TT^TT

WHY U WANNA LEAVE ME LIKE TIS? U DUN LOVE ME LE MA? WAT ABT OUR MEMORRIES? OUR LOVE? OUR HEART? OUR TEARS FOR EACH OTHERS? WAT ABT YOU? WAT ABT ME?

WUWUWUWUWUWUWU TT^TT
Nite nite =[