Long long time no write blog de..well..now is the Hari Rya holidays..last few days i went to KL for travelling lor. It was fun..and nice..coz i long time no go travelling le. When the day i go. I told my lover tat im going to KL and im very happy. Guess wat she said to me? She said ok mai hao lian la. Tat word "hao lian" hurt me. When i went in the aroplan i keep clossing my eyes and think she wan to say like tat? she knw why im happy. She knw the problem tat i have tat makes me cant go trvelling for 7 years. Why she like tat? I almost cried but i did not..i control emotions.
When i reach KL..I text her and told her tat i reach KL le. and i been wanting to sms wif her for the whole morning and share my hapiness. But she reject me and said "u go have fun bah". Tats all she said. So i have no choice juz replied her "OK". Then i try to have fun while im there. But i missed her T_T She dk tat..haiz.
Tis morning i came back to KCH. I sms her the 1st thing i do in the morning. Then i on facebook and check a few things. Then I play my favorite on9 game(Maplestory) I saw her on9 and i was very happy. then i go play wif her and we play together. Then she suddently stop replied me when i talked to her. Then i ask her why? She say pek cek. Maybe its me coz i keep asking her out but she dunwan. But she say nth. Then i told her i dun bother her le. So i off. then i on facebook. I saw her on9 too..then i ask her if she is ok. She said "im ok" then i ask her wat happen she say nth. I sai ok [if u dun wanna say i oso cant force u. Then she juz off.
Haiz..Sometimes she is very caring and sweet and loving. but sometimes she juz very hard to understand =[ I reli wanna love her and sayang her. but sometimes she juz wanna make things hard =(
Haiz..I wish someday we will be happy and xin fu ^^ and our family all sihat and happy. Tat is all i wish for ='[
