Reli pek cek T_T

I juz read my lover's blog. I knw lately u r stress abt ur results and exam. Im sori tat i make u more stress. U still say my name in ur blog. Why? U reli changed alot. juz u cannot see ma. Last time u will jokes and sweet talks wif me. and sayang gud nite to me. Even we r in far distance and we din go pakto or wat. We oso feel happy. But after a few months. U seem like getting tired of me. Then u slowly stop everything.

U even stop the feelings tat u have for me. I reli sasd..u and me r 3 years plus de lover. Maybe for u is juz a puppy love. But i took it serius. I treat u like my mum told me how to treat a wife. But u keep putting a rock in the middle or the road tat we're walking.

since all those years i been try to make things better. I try not to lose u. No matter how bad we quarrel. I still will find u and say sori. But why u have to be so hen xing? U knw i love u and u still hurt me like tat. Im scare of love le. i scare to love so much and tat person wont appriciate T^T

Ur birthday is almost here. I juz wanting to plan a birthday by going wif u nia. Then u come and put the rock in the road agn. Its HEAVY!!! I cant move it myself u knw!!?

Friday afternoon..i went to Gym and force myself to do as as i can. My arm almost break. After so many enegry is used. I still thinki of u. When i look at ur pic. My tears jiu drop. I look at it and ask pls dun be like tis hao ma? I reli wish tat pic will answer me. but it din not.

Where is my dardar. Where is my piggy? TT^TT
come back come bcak i miss u!! =[
Willie still love u moh..wuwuwuwu T_T
Come back~~

Heart pain pain lur =[

Lately, my lover dun reli care abt me le. She been very cold to me. Sometimes she said many things tat hurt me real deep. But its ok..i 4give her. Coz she is my lover ma. But she never get to understand the pain in me.

sometimes i reli wanna to syang her and give her hapiness and let her feel my love. But she always spoilt my mood T^T Then she come and say me spoilt her study mood. Haiz..Im reli scare tat her mama will think tat im the reason tat makes her get poor results in exam.

If she keep being like tat to me i reli wanna pen kui le. I knw im not handsome and not rich i dun get good results. But at least i got a heart for u ma rite? everything i ask u smth abt us. U never give me a complete or real answer.

I ever try and give up on u. Tat time i reli hurt. I come back for u is coz i trust tat u can change for me and care abt me. I hope tat i din do the wrong choice T^T

Pls piggy, come back to me hao ma? i reli miss ur hug hug and gud nite smile and when u sayang me. I reli miss u..pls come back to me hao ma? wuwuwu TT^TT Willie promise to be guai..willie love u..wuwu ='(