HOW COME THINGS BECOME LIKE TIS ?!!

Yesturday i go out wif frens. We go walk walk and eat nia lor..me and my fren r ok le. I did not have fun at all. Haizz..Coz i keep on thining of my lover. I wan to pei her sms but my stupid phone rosak and whole afternoon cannot reply her. Hao cai she din angry or she juz dun care..I oso dono..and i dunwan to know.

Yesturday my lover go for musical evening. I din have chance to ask her how is it. then i think she busy packing things le. Nvm lor...tis morning i go view her blog..i know how is it le..she was nervous and some part she din play well. Nvm dear jy next time k? ^^

Then the sad thing is she saw a shuai ge and so happy. She never like tat de..haiz..Maybe she reli changed le bah. I dun have a place in her heart anymore. wuwu T_T sori, i reli cannot tahan not crying. WAtching ur lover going far and more far away from u and she changed is a painful feeling. I juz hope she knows my feeling. I juz hope she still read my blog nowadays. Haiyoh!!!

Tat day i quarrel wif my fren and all dun hiu me..then i find her. She oso dun even wanna care. Im so dissapointed. T.T She juz go a head and do her stuff. Haizz...i reli dono wat to do...feel like wanna fang qi myself le TT^TT

DEAR! I LOVE YOU!
PLS COME BACK TO MY SIDE SOON!!!
Im waitting for...you TT^TT

I had a reli reli bad year end holidays..hmm =(

Normally after exam every1 go creazy and happy. but im not happy at all. Coz i felt tat the more i grow up the more things i have to worry abt and think abt. =.="
Lately my papa and mama is not happy together..they always quarrel and then now they dun sleep together on the same bed even not the same room T.T
Me being the aldest son had to be very stress..i nid to an wei my mama ans help her in things..But sometimes i get tired and angry..haiz..i felt sori =( I wan my family to be happy and safe and "sihat". No matter rich or poor we r still a family..We can change the truth!

Then there was my frens. They all r diffrent from last time. Last time they respect me and always listen to every frens idea b4 doing anything. But now we all feel far apart. Last time we always go play badminton every saturday morning. happy, sad moody, angry we share. but i dun see it now. Haiz..

Then there was my lover. Haiz..say tiok my tears jiu drop TT^TT I love her wif all my heart. I try to protect her. But i use the wrong way. Im sori dear T.T I know i done many wrong things..but being a couple or lover must tell 1 another wat's wrong and wat we both think abt and not keep it to yourself and then an the end u bring everything out. Haizz..She hurts me alot in tis pass 2 months. If my other fren din an wei me and pei me through tis things..i think i oledi ben kui early ago le. =( Everytime when im not doing anything i jiu thin of her..i miss how she love me and sayang me and ask me to drink water or eat medician. I miss when she joke wif me in the phone and when i play and joke she play along too. I miss all tat TT^TT

But i know she dun love me anymore..I know watever i do she oso wont love me anymore. I oso have to accept tis sooner or later. It hurts..but can i do...nth..nth i can do le..wuwuwuww!!! T_T
I understand dear, i will slowly fang qi and go away if tat's wat u wan. Thank you for giving me a wonderful love story. even the ending is not tat good. But im happy tat u r my 1st gf TT^TT

Good Bye my Love T_T

Dear T_T

Tis few days u reli hurt me till my heart have no enegry le. T.T
I dono wat happen to u but i reli dun like "tis game tat we r playing now". It reli hurts me..wuwu
U ask me dun fite dun smoke i reli oledi change le. I oso try my best to love u and sayang u le.
but at the end u still dun love me TT^TT

Tis year start i try so hard and my best to do watever it takes to love u. then u suddently told me tat u dun love me le. U tell me how am i going to accept it T.T
My heart was hurt! And the only thing u told me was " u wan me how?" Tis is wat i should ask u de..not u ask me!! wuwuwuwu!! TT^TT

Even i wan to talk abt u and me. U oso dun allow me. I juz can keep it in my heart and i juz like a stupid dono wat is happening to u and wat r u thining..I reli hate myself wuwu T.T U oledi know tat i can't live wifout u.

There is nth i can do le..i onli can wait for u quietly here. I hope u will come back to me soon T-T
I will always forgive u if u come back de. I juz scare i dono wat to do if u reli go away and love other boys. I think tat time i will be crazy le TT^TT
ok le..tat's all for today my heart reli pain pain now =(

I reli dun understand!! T.T

lately i been argue-ing wif her. Abt me being sensitive. Actuaclly, i being sensitive coz im scare. Im scare tat she may get taken away from me by someone hu is bad or some boy hu like her. I dono why..but i reli reli scare. I try to tell her..But she seems to juz treat it as normaly thing.

After we argue, our gan qing change abit..ben lai very close and always play and joke de..and sayang too. But now juz joking nia lor..not reli ot sayang. I oso dono how. Tis is my feling i ry to tel her but she dun think im serius.

she wants me to give her freedom and not tied her up. Ok, but wat if she keep publish the photos of herself and her fren in facebook. and let every1 see. Wat if 1day tat thing im scare of reli happens. WAt DO I DO?!! HU DO I ASK HELP FROM?! I reli dono T-T

I dun get it..why girls like to show other ppl tat they r pretty? Why have to wear till so short and let ppl see u where ever u go? why dun juz show ur pretty to the 1 u love? Haizz..Reli PEK CEK AR!!!!

I know im not handsome and not rich. But then she is so pretty and so soft in her heart. she wont leave me coz i know her heart. But other ppl wif a bad heart will use anyting to get her away from me. Im reli scare. IM RELI SCARE AR! WUWUWU TT^TT

Issit ok if i cry? Issit ok if i sad and moody coz of tis? I dono =(
Pls give me some advice and make our gan qing back agn T.T
I try very hard cai got tis gan qing back de wuwuwuwuwuw T_T
wuwuwuwu
wuwuwuwuwwu
wuwuwuwwuwuwu
wuwuwuwuwuwwuwu
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu

TT^TT

wuwu T-T

why u change so much? T.T
Why u have to folo ur fren de style?
I can tell u i dun like but i think u wont listen de la..wuwu T.T
Last time i love de u gone le wuwuwu =(
I dun like ppl looking at u i dun like u wear short short or wat? TT^TT
I know girl like pretty de but u wan de pretty is not urself de is not natural de wuwu
I dono how i reli dono how T.T

I ask u out jiu shi wan make our feeling better T.T
but u dunwan. But i think if ur classmate ask u. and u can go u sure go de..coz not me ma haiiz
I dunwan u to change into new de u..i like the way u r.
I RELI LIKE THE WAY U ARE!!!!!

WUWUWUWU TT^TT
Reli sad arrr!!!!
I can't explain my feeling now wuwuwuu i wanna cry
!!!

PMR is over!

Today is the last day of pmr lor..the exam we have been waitting for a whole year is over!!!
Haiiz..over oso like tis not over oso like tis. Wats not same?
I juz go eat and happy wif frens..but im not happy at all.
I miss u..i wan u wif me..i nid u and inid ur love..wuwu T_T

I know u dun mean to do all tis to hurt me..is ur feeling rite?
but can u let me know wat to do to make u love me agn?
I dunwan jiu like tis lose u. If i jiu like tis lose u.
I will be the most stupid and useless babe to u in the whole world..wuwu T.T

I know u dun like me sensitive. Coz i reli scare u get ppl taken away from me.
Like im ur lover and u love me so much and a girl come curi me away from u.
U sure will sad rite? Its the same thing. But im oso sori..im abit too over.
I will control myself..but u have to know wat i dun like u to do k?

Now is 3am. I can't sleep..i wan cry..reli sad and painful inside.
I wan u to be my only deardear! I dunwan other girl ler!!!
Wuwuwuwuwwuwuwuwuwwuwuwuwuwuwu TT^TT
Babe I LOVE YOU!!!
i wan everything to get better and we can love each other and be sweet sweet and sayang each other. I dunwan to lose u..urhh urhh T-T

Heart pain pain =(

Why tis happening to me?
why u dun wanna have bf now? I din force u to be wif me...i juz wan u to love me.
We can be loving each others and wait till ur parents to allow then we cai be together lor.
I juz dunwan to lose u..wuwu. Do u know how i feel? Do u know how painful it is to lose some1 u love so much?
When u told me u nid time..i say ok..but i ddin know tat u r losing the feeling le..i juz wan give u time to relax..not give u time to 4get abt me.
U told me tat u not interested in any boys. Then me leh? I juz any boy ma.

Im so sad!!! Im so angry!!! Im so dissapointed!!! My heart pain pain!!! TT^TT
I reli dono how to make things better le. Now is not me dunwan u. Is u dunwan give me chance T.T
No mood to do well in pmr too. I think i will let it all faild bah..wuwu
If tis is the way u wan. i dun force u le..Take Care bah T.T i know i will get hurt..but its better then u getting hurt T.T

How Come like tat leh? Aiyorr!!!

Last nite i can't sleep agn. keep waking up and think of u..wuwu =(
I think of last time u told me u juz nid time T.T
U din say u dunwan have bf now..im reli sad TT^TT

My head reli blur le..i reli have no semangat le..urhh urhh T-T
I dono u still have me in ur heart ma..i reli dono.
why everytime i wanna be good to u and get close to u.
U always keep going away from me..and runing away from me? wuwu T.T

I know i hurt u much. I know i do many many stupid things to make u cry and make u angry or sad..I'm sori
can 4give me ma?..haiiz.
I reli feel bad..i have nth to say le..my mind is blank..like nth to think juz u...arrrggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! @.@

Something i dun understand....

Hmm...why boy and girl grow up jiu have pimples?
Why some ppl have less? Why some ppl have alot like me TT^TT
I dun like it..i hate it..stupid pimples "rosakan" my whole image..wuwu
I reli wanna make all the pimples less. But it keep getting more...haiiz
why so not fair de..wuwu =(

Sometimes i feel tat u so pretty and i dun suit u coz of my pimples.
In my eyes, ur like a beautiful princess to me. Wonderful and prefect =)
But look at me..im not even sure im ur prince *signs*

Why tis few days u dun reli hiu me? u juz send me a few sms and chat wif me awhile.
Issit ur busy? if ur busy u can let me know de. I wont sad sad de ok ma?
I juz wan everything to be nice nice and sweet sweet de for us okok? hehex
I love u so much!! U make me smile. U make me cry. U make me feel warm inside.
U make me feel cold sometimes. mucks! xixi^^

My form1 till now de fren, jessie. she come back to visit her frens and cousin le..haha
Feel happy for u =) Hope u have fun and get the chance to eat many many kolo mee oh!
Hahaha! Remember drink water oh u both..dun play till 4get everything...hehex

PMR coming le..my frens some r studying like crazy le. I still relax there..LOLSSS
Not tat i dunwan study is i dono where to start..hmm.
Nvm bah..I will do my best XD
I will jia you de !!! xD
GAMBATEH!!!!! =D
Xixi ~^^~

Wat is Happening ar?!! Heartbroken TT^TT

Today is school starting day..hmmm
Im not happy...last nite i can't sleep..turn here and there on the bed till 1.37pm cai sleep
Can't sleep lor..haiz...im sad...
I think alot...i think of u too
Im very confused T.T
I dono how come u so hen xing leave me and dunwan me..
It does not hurt u ma? T.T
If it does not hurts u. I have to tell u it hurts me alot..u know ma?
Wuwuwu TT^TT

Why u say tat u....And now u say u dunwan me T.T
Why u keep doing the same thing over and over?
Coz of wat? Tell me!!!
Issit ur mum? Or urself think too much? Haiiz

Im so sad and dissapointed and angry at the same time..i dono wat is happening..i dono wat to do...im like lose my path to my life...its reli hard for me..i told u everything tat i nid to tell u and u never make things better..u never tried
wuwuwuwuwuw T_T-T_T-T_T-T_T

It hurts to hurt u TT^TT

Why our gan qing become like tis?
Why can't we be happy together?
Why!!? Why!!? Why!!?

I dunwan to hurt u.
I dunwan to make u cry and sad.
I dunwan to make u angry..
All tis pain and bad memorries i dunwan all!!
I reli dunwan all of tis T.T
I dunwan...wuwu

If i know the future will be like tis i will choose to never know u.
Coz if i know u..u will get hurt. We both will get hurt T.T
I dunwan...wuwu
I rather be alonely and never hurt u...
I dunwan to see u cry coz i hurt u..
I wan see u cry coz i gan dong u =(

But tat is very very hard now T.T
After u tell me to let go.
Every nite b4 i sleep..i think of u..I think of everything...wuwu TT^TT
I think of wat u said to me over tis 3 years T.T
I think of wat i did to make u sad...
I dunwan all tis!!! I dunwan bah!!!!!

wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu(I)uwuwuwuwuwuwuwwuwuwuwu
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw(LOVE)uwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu(YOU)uwuwuwuwuwwuuwuwuwuw
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Haiz =(

im reli confused..i reli am T.T
How come a person can bcoz of shyness and let go everything abt the person hu loves her?
How come u wont feel bad? How come u dun feel bu se de leh?

Coz u paiseh...u and me de gan qing jiu like tis no more..
Then how do i feel? How do u feel?
Haiz...Omg..i reli never see any1 like tis.
Im reli am very confused...
I dono u still like me or not..or u juz coz of paiseh say all the lie to me or wat..
I oso dono...i dono wat part is truth..i dono wat part is real..
I reli dono...pls dun play wif my feelings like tat T.T

I reli reli hope tat u can be more brave and tell me everything..seriusly..
I wan to know it from u heart not ur mouth...
When i never think of fang qi..u pi me pi till i wan fang qi..
Then tis is wat ai qing?
Issit all the time selffish rite?

Why like tis??
Why? WHY WHY???
i reli dun have other ways le...i reli wanna ask God to help me..
I reli wanna ask him why and wat is ur feeling and i can know everything .
So i will know wat to do..But i cant!!!!
i CANT!!! So u have to help me..u know ma??
HAIZZZ...i guess u always paiseh and shy...then everything will be ok ma?
U dun be brave still got hu can help u? hu? tell me?
U juz be like tis and dun try to be brave then everything can get better ma?
WTH!!!! im reli confused le...

Anything bah...u think urself...if u wan me..u come find me..u reli reli dunwan me..then i have nth to say le...coz nobody can help u if u dun help urself.
wuwuwu TT^TT

Haiz =(

I reli dono how ler!!!! =(

Tis few days im very confused wif life and thing tat i do.
I can't find any reason to do anything.
I juz wanna play i wanna have fun in my life.
I dunwan sad and angry..i dunwan confused.

My life oledi very confusing...
Plus u agn..i reli dono wat to do T.T
I know in the past i do alot of stupid thing some make u angry some make u sad.
I know now u dun have the feelings for me le.
But u said b4, maybe after me jiu very hard for u to have another guy le.
If like tat why dun u juz stay wif me. why dun u bring the feeling back le?

sometimes i think u tell me de thing and u said de is all say for song de.
But i believe tat some of it is real from ur heart.
But i juz dono which part is real T.T
Im reli confused and blur...i give up on PMR le...i give up on study le.
I reli dono wat i wan now

If u reli dunwan me get hurt...if u reli dunwan me sad coz of folo u and be ur lover then juz let me go..tell me tat u dunwan me.
Make my pain simple and fast...If u wan me jiu do ur best and show me.
Coz now i have no idea weather to give up or continue.
I feel reli reli scared in my heart...i beg u pls TT^TT

i reli reli dunwan juz be fren wif u TT^TT
I wan to be more then fren and buddy.
I wan de is ur love...
If u think 3 years of love not enuf then i still can give u more...
U juz have to give me another chance and work hard wif me to find the feelings back.

Haiz...i reli dono wat to say anymore...
I juz feel reli confused and sad....i dono why our love will become like tis.
Issit my fault? issit ur fault? i oso not sure...

GOD
I i juz ask for sometime tat i reli like in my life can ma?
1st thing i like is a girl from school. She is my 1st gf.
I reli love her. Pls God let be happy even if me and her dun have ending.
If we do have ending pls let her know tat all i nid from her is her heart and love.
Tats all i ask for...please God T-T

2nd thing i like is badminton...i reli do like badminton.
Coz everytime i sad or moody...i play badminton and i feel tat im in my own game.
I control the shuttle to where i wan it to go.
I dun feel lose..reli wan everything to be better..i juz dono how.
Pls help me God...pls...i believe tat everything will be ok de...rite ma?
Pls tell me rite!!!! wuwuwuwu TT^TT

arrrggghhh!!! I feel so fan @.@

Tis few days i dono wat happen to me.
I think of alot of things...i think abt life.
I think abt her
I think abt myself...
i m very very very confused...i dono wat is the reason T.T

Tis few day i am so nice to her till last nite...
My mood not good coz i think alot yesturday and i feel fan
Then i know she had problem so i go help.
But all i did is making it worst rite? haizzz
She say me kepo..but i reli wanna help ma

i feel sad after tat..and she ask me abt band..tat nvm la..she juz ask..but then she tot i missundestood her...haiz!!!
im reli reli reli fan ar!!!
Why will like tis leh? wuwuwu TT^TT
I juz nid u sayang me issit so hard ma? wuwuwu...i nid u sayang coz im having a hard time..

Then i told her she is not ready for me...coz someptime she un have time for me..
lover must have time for each to talk and be sweet and juz 2 person de time..
But we never had tat T.T I reli reli wan tat...but i think is hard for her...hmmm
actually...she and me..wan the same thing..i think la...
we both wan de is we two dun quarrel and be good good together and be nice and sweet to each other.

for me i think tat is ok..i can do tat for her and for myself too.
but i reli wan de is to be by her side and love her and care abt her..i dunwan everyday juz curi curi and look at her and dun even dare to go near and talk.
Tis make me useless..maybe she like it bah...coz she is a shy person..haiz

find me after u see tis blog pls...tell me wat u wanna say..i will wait T-T

sien ar!!!!!!!!!!!! wuwu TT^TT

whole day no find u oso like tis to me..never say be nicer to me de..haiz
Always make me moody de..so cold to me..esshh!!!
bored jiu dun care abt me...never ask how was my day...
never ask anything abt me de..not even i eat le ma or wat..haiz!!!!!!!!!!

I still so stupid so worry abt u. after come back home terus call u and talk to u.
And u dun even bother to let me relax awhile T.T
bluek u!!!! bluek u!!! bluek u!!!!!
ne ne ni bu bu !!!!!!!!!!!!

heart pain ppain liao la..see u make de..wuwuwu T.T

Feeling sad TT^TT

i feel sad
i feel angry
i feel dissapointed
i feel moody
i feel out of control
i feel tired
i feel confused
i feel blur
i feel hopeless
wuwuwuwwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw TT^TT
So long de feeling cannot juz like tis gone de
it reli hard for me T.T
Maybe is easy for u bah...arrrggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Feeling sad TT^TT

ARRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im so angry and sad now!!!
How can u say tat to me.
issit im nth to u? T.T
Everything u said and told to me is fake de ma?

Which part of it is real?
Which part of loving me is real de!!!!? HAR!!!??
Why u like to hurt me like tis? OVER N OVER N OVER!!!!
WHY??? WHY!!! WHY???WHY!!!

And sie, i reli tot and feel tat u r a good fren T.T
A good fren tat will always be at my side and help me out!!
But u din!!! u hai me two times le u know ma?!!!
Everything is my fault ma!!!!??
Why u all have to push all to me?

Why wan make me look like a bad guy then u all puas hati ma?
Last time like tat now oso like tat!!! WTF did i do to u all? T.T
I reli reli gate my life I hate everything!!!
I reli believe there is no real love in is world le....
I had seen and heard le..
Hu can make my life awake agn come help me bah..coz i dun think im going to stand up tis time..
No pointed..everytime get ppl hai..

When u play maple u angry jiu angry why nid to angry me leh?
And dun hiu me oso. Then when ppl angry u juz say 1 sori.
Try to feel how ppl feel if ppl juz say sori after he/she use us to angry!!!
Till now u still not ready dun nid to say next time..u will oso not be ready!!!
I dun think i will be happy..wuwu

U always think ur family and cousin wat abt me leh?
Im oso count as ur qing mi de ren.
Hearing u say all the things last nite..u tell me how to face u agn..
i told u abt the truth last time..u say no!!! i dunwan hear!!!
Do u reli know wat happen last time ma?
U ever try to find out why!!!?
u killed me now...u killed me
will never be alife agn T.T

tis is reli from my heart =(

Im sori for everything..im reli sori =(
I know i had done many many thing tat make u sad or angry.
I reli dunwan all tis de..i wan de is be wif u and give u xing fu T.T
Haizzzz

I do many thing to hurt u, make u sad make u angry all got.
Im reli sori i wish u can 4give me.
I dun dare to ask u 4give me terus coz im scare i will hurt u agn..wuwu =(
If i can i wan go back the pass and make all tis never happen T.T

Maybe sometime u think i truely wan hurt u de but i reli dun..
U dono how painful it is for me to hurt u.
Sometime u rli too over l..then i will like tat...im reli reli sori T.T

I hope u 4give me..pls give me another chance TT^TT

So heart breaking T-T

Yesturday i juz find out smth tat is very hurtful to me.
I like tat girl for 2 years and almost coming to 3 years
She told me tat all th time till now. She never reli serious abt me.
She ask me y im so serius abt her.
I dono how to tell her..haiz...tis few days juz always get fan abt me and her.
I donoe why i so turely love her. But she treat me like tis T.T
Its reli hurt =( Tis is the more painful time she hurt me.

I know sometime i hurt her too....
But all plsu together not even more then wat she did to me T.T
Im reli xing ku sometimes. but all she do is think abt herself.
She treat her fren more better then she treat me.

Yesturday nite i ask her to ask ppl to help us solve problem.
She dunwan and tat time i oledi very very very beh tahan le..i oledi wan "boom" le!
She still joke wif me.
I told her if she dun help i wan go die le.
But she tot im joking. She say go la go la..when she joke wif me by tat.
For me i dun feel tat is a joke..im reli reli sad haizzzz

I dono y so long le..i din see tat she is juz not serius abt me.
I still remember last time i scold her i said
U r more wosrt then a dog.
Then she go school and ask her fren how do they feel if some1 said tat to them
Then after she ask she cried in front of her fren. I feel so sori to her =(
I reli wish i can take back tat words...
Tat time i reli tot she have me in her heart.
So i keep jia you and let her see i truely love her de.

But hu know she told me tat yesturday..My heart feel like juz drop down from 100+ building
Im reli dissaointed...im reli sad...im reli confused..im reli hopeless and meaning less..haizz
Noe she said sori to me in blog dun even dare to say sori to me by person.
So long le...got happy and sad and fun and angry de time together TT^TT
i do everything for her and gan dong her is truely from my heart.
I oso drop not less de tears for her. oso real de tears!!!
Now i wan cry oso no use. try to imaging my feeling now

Haizzz...suan le la TT^TT
Maybe we r juz not made to be..
Maybe we r not God wan de couple =(
Thank you for ur love so long and even its not real de..
Thank you God for letting me meet her and have so much happiness wif her =]

Tell me y i can't juz for get u TT^TT

Today i woke up at 4smth in the morning coz i can't sleep.
Coz of u maybe T.T
and today weather very very hot too.
I go out whole day wif a fren for a whole day...

He bring me go play badminton at the morning.
Juz to let me lose mt angry ness out of me..thx bro.
Then we go spring and walk walk together and see mei nu...
LOLSSS..he say wan see de so i pei him...hahax
Then i come homw at 4smth then after bath i sleep till 7.30pm.

I reli feel confuse and blur abt u and me..haiz
I reli wish tat u give me a sign to let me know wat to do.
I reli wan to know u still love me ma?
Tat day i ask u still treasure our gan qing ma?
U said no..not reli....my heart break like a glass...wuwu =(

I reli confused..i dono we know each other for so long..
me and u both..u r the 1 huz treasure tis gan qing de most.
but i guess i tot wrong..i reli sad to see u like tat.
Last time everyday u will talk to me abt urself abt school too.
Abt everything...But now day by day passes by.
We became stranger le. U reli dono know how i feel..
If i can give u a way to let u know..then maybe we jiu wont quarrel like tis

I reli reli wish tat u know a got a blog and liao jie me by the blog..slowly.
To tell u the truth..i oso wish i can view ur blog too..
Haiz...i guess im not tat important to u hor? T^T
Now all i can do is juz wait and see..maybe after PMR
Hopefully u will come back to me and tell me tat u sori.
Coz im sori too..wuwuwuwu TT^TT

I reli reli miss u sayang me..i reli miss tat ='(
U dono how long i waited.
I waited for 7 moths for us to get together..but we did not...
Im reli dissapointed..wuwu T-T
Pls come back to me..dun fang i on me and our gan qing ok ma? pls=(
U r the onli special person tat i love more then i love myself..wuwu =(

Tell me y i can't juz for get u TT^TT

Dissapointed n feel sori too =(

Today is the 2nd day after school reopen lor.
I duin feel happy at all..hmm =(
Yesturday i saw "her" around school.
Few times..i feel sori to her.
Coz b4 school reopen, i din smth very hurtful to her =(

I said tat i will let her regret for her whole life. Juz coz of she din hiu me in maple.
She talk to other boys alot in maple. She say juz frens.
I understand frens. I juz dun understand y i am so jealous.
Haizz...she reli din care abt me bah.
Tat's y i say her. But she dun take wat i say.
Sometime she say i blame her..im sry =(

Yesturday nite i din sleep. I sleep at 11.55pm.
I wake up at 1.45am. Then jiu can't sleep le..wuwu T.T
I sms her and she dun even bother to reply..haiz.
im reli dissapointed..im reli sry le moh.
Y u still angry? Tis u oso got wrong de. u can't blame it all on me de T.T

I dono y when i saw her talking to other boys wif a happy feeling.
I will feel jeaous..i ask myself..y can't she talk to me feeling happy like tat?
Haiz..I juz hope she 4give me soon. Im reli up set now.

Dun even have mood to play wif frens for the 1st day of school.
Wuwuwu =( im sry im sry...i know me wrong le..wuwu TT^TT
I wish things will get better but why everything jiu get worst and worst T.T
I dono wat to do le...wuwu =(

Someone pls help me...any1? T-T T_T T-T T_T T-T
I wish 1day evrything will be ok de...tis is my wish for her T-T

Feeling a little moody =(

Why i sms u every morning and nite
I sms to say good morning
I sms to say good nite.
But u never reply..haiz =(
Sometimes i feel tat im alone.
When im talking or chatting or smsing or wat ever.
I feel there is some1 wif me no matter wat.
Today u play maple wif me. and u wan me to pq wif u.
So i did..but when i told u i nid to off.
u din even say anything juz expell me from pt. ans say bye.

I reli feel like u juz wan me to help u lvling or get somthing.
After u get anything u wan. u juz kick me a side.
I feel sad TT^TT

I sms u and u never reply.
u din even ask if i was ok or not.
Im reli dissapointed..wuwu =(

I tot things going to get better.
I tot we were going to get better.
I guess i tot wrongly..haiz.

Wat else can i do!!?? =(
There is nth i can do anymore.
Now is up to u le.
weather u wan to let go or hold on to our relationship
U decide..i can't do nth more..wuwuwu
Im sori T-T

Feeling Happy =P

Today im very happy coz (she) sms me last nite
She ask me how am i and stuff lor^^
And tell me tat she's sry tat she can't sms me coz for some reason lor.
I understand how u feel. i will liao jie u de =)
I juz wan u to know tat i will be listening if u have feelings.
u can always tell me. i will try to understand and solve it wif u de^^

Yesturday afternoon and nite tuition..zzz
So bored ar..last nite tuition still got test.
I get 45% nia..cham...hahax
I must jyjy oh^^
study and try my best...yesh...tat's wat i'll do^^

Every body!! Help me jyjy oh =D
ok la..bb Have a good day =]

1st time blogging..hehe ^^

Hie =)
Today is my 1st time blogging...hehex
Todays is a boring day for me lorh.
Coz its holidays..2 weeks leh..haiyoyo..haha
Later afternoon still got tuition..haiz -.-"

Sad=(
Ur credit over limit is my fault de..sori..sori =(
Few days no find u le. Feel very weird..like something missing.
Haiz..juz hope u know tat i miss u..hmm
Wish tat i know wat r u thinking now or how r u feeling now.
Everyday say morning or nite nite to u oso never reply.
Hiazzz =.="

Nth to say ler..
Be happy all
buhbye =)