arrrggghhh!!! I feel so fan @.@

Tis few days i dono wat happen to me.
I think of alot of things...i think abt life.
I think abt her
I think abt myself...
i m very very very confused...i dono wat is the reason T.T

Tis few day i am so nice to her till last nite...
My mood not good coz i think alot yesturday and i feel fan
Then i know she had problem so i go help.
But all i did is making it worst rite? haizzz
She say me kepo..but i reli wanna help ma

i feel sad after tat..and she ask me abt band..tat nvm la..she juz ask..but then she tot i missundestood her...haiz!!!
im reli reli reli fan ar!!!
Why will like tis leh? wuwuwu TT^TT
I juz nid u sayang me issit so hard ma? wuwuwu...i nid u sayang coz im having a hard time..

Then i told her she is not ready for me...coz someptime she un have time for me..
lover must have time for each to talk and be sweet and juz 2 person de time..
But we never had tat T.T I reli reli wan tat...but i think is hard for her...hmmm
actually...she and me..wan the same thing..i think la...
we both wan de is we two dun quarrel and be good good together and be nice and sweet to each other.

for me i think tat is ok..i can do tat for her and for myself too.
but i reli wan de is to be by her side and love her and care abt her..i dunwan everyday juz curi curi and look at her and dun even dare to go near and talk.
Tis make me useless..maybe she like it bah...coz she is a shy person..haiz

find me after u see tis blog pls...tell me wat u wanna say..i will wait T-T

sien ar!!!!!!!!!!!! wuwu TT^TT

whole day no find u oso like tis to me..never say be nicer to me de..haiz
Always make me moody de..so cold to me..esshh!!!
bored jiu dun care abt me...never ask how was my day...
never ask anything abt me de..not even i eat le ma or wat..haiz!!!!!!!!!!

I still so stupid so worry abt u. after come back home terus call u and talk to u.
And u dun even bother to let me relax awhile T.T
bluek u!!!! bluek u!!! bluek u!!!!!
ne ne ni bu bu !!!!!!!!!!!!

heart pain ppain liao la..see u make de..wuwuwu T.T

Feeling sad TT^TT

i feel sad
i feel angry
i feel dissapointed
i feel moody
i feel out of control
i feel tired
i feel confused
i feel blur
i feel hopeless
wuwuwuwwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw TT^TT
So long de feeling cannot juz like tis gone de
it reli hard for me T.T
Maybe is easy for u bah...arrrggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Feeling sad TT^TT

ARRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im so angry and sad now!!!
How can u say tat to me.
issit im nth to u? T.T
Everything u said and told to me is fake de ma?

Which part of it is real?
Which part of loving me is real de!!!!? HAR!!!??
Why u like to hurt me like tis? OVER N OVER N OVER!!!!
WHY??? WHY!!! WHY???WHY!!!

And sie, i reli tot and feel tat u r a good fren T.T
A good fren tat will always be at my side and help me out!!
But u din!!! u hai me two times le u know ma?!!!
Everything is my fault ma!!!!??
Why u all have to push all to me?

Why wan make me look like a bad guy then u all puas hati ma?
Last time like tat now oso like tat!!! WTF did i do to u all? T.T
I reli reli gate my life I hate everything!!!
I reli believe there is no real love in is world le....
I had seen and heard le..
Hu can make my life awake agn come help me bah..coz i dun think im going to stand up tis time..
No pointed..everytime get ppl hai..

When u play maple u angry jiu angry why nid to angry me leh?
And dun hiu me oso. Then when ppl angry u juz say 1 sori.
Try to feel how ppl feel if ppl juz say sori after he/she use us to angry!!!
Till now u still not ready dun nid to say next time..u will oso not be ready!!!
I dun think i will be happy..wuwu

U always think ur family and cousin wat abt me leh?
Im oso count as ur qing mi de ren.
Hearing u say all the things last nite..u tell me how to face u agn..
i told u abt the truth last time..u say no!!! i dunwan hear!!!
Do u reli know wat happen last time ma?
U ever try to find out why!!!?
u killed me now...u killed me
will never be alife agn T.T