Sunday, November 22, 2009

Dear T_T

Tis few days u reli hurt me till my heart have no enegry le. T.T
I dono wat happen to u but i reli dun like "tis game tat we r playing now". It reli hurts me..wuwu
U ask me dun fite dun smoke i reli oledi change le. I oso try my best to love u and sayang u le.
but at the end u still dun love me TT^TT

Tis year start i try so hard and my best to do watever it takes to love u. then u suddently told me tat u dun love me le. U tell me how am i going to accept it T.T
My heart was hurt! And the only thing u told me was " u wan me how?" Tis is wat i should ask u de..not u ask me!! wuwuwuwu!! TT^TT

Even i wan to talk abt u and me. U oso dun allow me. I juz can keep it in my heart and i juz like a stupid dono wat is happening to u and wat r u thining..I reli hate myself wuwu T.T U oledi know tat i can't live wifout u.

There is nth i can do le..i onli can wait for u quietly here. I hope u will come back to me soon T-T
I will always forgive u if u come back de. I juz scare i dono wat to do if u reli go away and love other boys. I think tat time i will be crazy le TT^TT
ok le..tat's all for today my heart reli pain pain now =(

Monday, November 2, 2009

I reli dun understand!! T.T

lately i been argue-ing wif her. Abt me being sensitive. Actuaclly, i being sensitive coz im scare. Im scare tat she may get taken away from me by someone hu is bad or some boy hu like her. I dono why..but i reli reli scare. I try to tell her..But she seems to juz treat it as normaly thing.

After we argue, our gan qing change abit..ben lai very close and always play and joke de..and sayang too. But now juz joking nia lor..not reli ot sayang. I oso dono how. Tis is my feling i ry to tel her but she dun think im serius.

she wants me to give her freedom and not tied her up. Ok, but wat if she keep publish the photos of herself and her fren in facebook. and let every1 see. Wat if 1day tat thing im scare of reli happens. WAt DO I DO?!! HU DO I ASK HELP FROM?! I reli dono T-T

I dun get it..why girls like to show other ppl tat they r pretty? Why have to wear till so short and let ppl see u where ever u go? why dun juz show ur pretty to the 1 u love? Haizz..Reli PEK CEK AR!!!!

I know im not handsome and not rich. But then she is so pretty and so soft in her heart. she wont leave me coz i know her heart. But other ppl wif a bad heart will use anyting to get her away from me. Im reli scare. IM RELI SCARE AR! WUWUWU TT^TT

Issit ok if i cry? Issit ok if i sad and moody coz of tis? I dono =(
Pls give me some advice and make our gan qing back agn T.T
I try very hard cai got tis gan qing back de wuwuwuwuwuw T_T
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TT^TT