Lately din go work le..juz stay at home take care of didi lor. Sometimes reli bored. But lazy write blog..lols. Nowadays reli less sms le. Oso nobody find me. Hmm..she became more happy wifout me. Her cousin come back from Aus they had alot of fun. Im reli happy for her. Its been a long time tat i din see she so happy le lols..missed those times when we can talk nicely and jokes.
But last nite she hurt me agn. Her cousins went to Sibu for few days. She told me tat day. But i kinda 4got wat is the date when they go Sibu. Then i ask agn. And she get mad wif me. She say dun repeating the same questions. I dk wat wrong wif her. But i think i din do anything wrong. But at the end i accept my fault. Coz If she wants it to be my fault then i accept it. I told myself its ok. ITs not the 1st time =[
Asking the same question oso wrong? I juz 4got the date. Juz wanna care and ask. Now asking oso wrong. Maybe next time looking at u oso a crime. Maybe next time i wanna find u oso wrong. Totally not logic..hiaz.
I knw all these years i din do much for u. I always quarrel wif u. I accept the fault. All i wan is for u to be happy. I knw i dun have any chance le. But my heart is reli strong. I still hold on then the last hope. U hurt me so much and say so much hurtful words to me. I dk why i still go find u and smile to u. I wan to give up. But i cant 4get u.
If i can trade my life to take away the pain. I reli would. TT^TT
Maybe u juz treat love as a game bah. Maybe im stupid to believe so much =[
