tis is reli from my heart =(

Im sori for everything..im reli sori =(
I know i had done many many thing tat make u sad or angry.
I reli dunwan all tis de..i wan de is be wif u and give u xing fu T.T
Haizzzz

I do many thing to hurt u, make u sad make u angry all got.
Im reli sori i wish u can 4give me.
I dun dare to ask u 4give me terus coz im scare i will hurt u agn..wuwu =(
If i can i wan go back the pass and make all tis never happen T.T

Maybe sometime u think i truely wan hurt u de but i reli dun..
U dono how painful it is for me to hurt u.
Sometime u rli too over l..then i will like tat...im reli reli sori T.T

I hope u 4give me..pls give me another chance TT^TT

So heart breaking T-T

Yesturday i juz find out smth tat is very hurtful to me.
I like tat girl for 2 years and almost coming to 3 years
She told me tat all th time till now. She never reli serious abt me.
She ask me y im so serius abt her.
I dono how to tell her..haiz...tis few days juz always get fan abt me and her.
I donoe why i so turely love her. But she treat me like tis T.T
Its reli hurt =( Tis is the more painful time she hurt me.

I know sometime i hurt her too....
But all plsu together not even more then wat she did to me T.T
Im reli xing ku sometimes. but all she do is think abt herself.
She treat her fren more better then she treat me.

Yesturday nite i ask her to ask ppl to help us solve problem.
She dunwan and tat time i oledi very very very beh tahan le..i oledi wan "boom" le!
She still joke wif me.
I told her if she dun help i wan go die le.
But she tot im joking. She say go la go la..when she joke wif me by tat.
For me i dun feel tat is a joke..im reli reli sad haizzzz

I dono y so long le..i din see tat she is juz not serius abt me.
I still remember last time i scold her i said
U r more wosrt then a dog.
Then she go school and ask her fren how do they feel if some1 said tat to them
Then after she ask she cried in front of her fren. I feel so sori to her =(
I reli wish i can take back tat words...
Tat time i reli tot she have me in her heart.
So i keep jia you and let her see i truely love her de.

But hu know she told me tat yesturday..My heart feel like juz drop down from 100+ building
Im reli dissaointed...im reli sad...im reli confused..im reli hopeless and meaning less..haizz
Noe she said sori to me in blog dun even dare to say sori to me by person.
So long le...got happy and sad and fun and angry de time together TT^TT
i do everything for her and gan dong her is truely from my heart.
I oso drop not less de tears for her. oso real de tears!!!
Now i wan cry oso no use. try to imaging my feeling now

Haizzz...suan le la TT^TT
Maybe we r juz not made to be..
Maybe we r not God wan de couple =(
Thank you for ur love so long and even its not real de..
Thank you God for letting me meet her and have so much happiness wif her =]

Tell me y i can't juz for get u TT^TT

Today i woke up at 4smth in the morning coz i can't sleep.
Coz of u maybe T.T
and today weather very very hot too.
I go out whole day wif a fren for a whole day...

He bring me go play badminton at the morning.
Juz to let me lose mt angry ness out of me..thx bro.
Then we go spring and walk walk together and see mei nu...
LOLSSS..he say wan see de so i pei him...hahax
Then i come homw at 4smth then after bath i sleep till 7.30pm.

I reli feel confuse and blur abt u and me..haiz
I reli wish tat u give me a sign to let me know wat to do.
I reli wan to know u still love me ma?
Tat day i ask u still treasure our gan qing ma?
U said no..not reli....my heart break like a glass...wuwu =(

I reli confused..i dono we know each other for so long..
me and u both..u r the 1 huz treasure tis gan qing de most.
but i guess i tot wrong..i reli sad to see u like tat.
Last time everyday u will talk to me abt urself abt school too.
Abt everything...But now day by day passes by.
We became stranger le. U reli dono know how i feel..
If i can give u a way to let u know..then maybe we jiu wont quarrel like tis

I reli reli wish tat u know a got a blog and liao jie me by the blog..slowly.
To tell u the truth..i oso wish i can view ur blog too..
Haiz...i guess im not tat important to u hor? T^T
Now all i can do is juz wait and see..maybe after PMR
Hopefully u will come back to me and tell me tat u sori.
Coz im sori too..wuwuwuwu TT^TT

I reli reli miss u sayang me..i reli miss tat ='(
U dono how long i waited.
I waited for 7 moths for us to get together..but we did not...
Im reli dissapointed..wuwu T-T
Pls come back to me..dun fang i on me and our gan qing ok ma? pls=(
U r the onli special person tat i love more then i love myself..wuwu =(

Tell me y i can't juz for get u TT^TT

Dissapointed n feel sori too =(

Today is the 2nd day after school reopen lor.
I duin feel happy at all..hmm =(
Yesturday i saw "her" around school.
Few times..i feel sori to her.
Coz b4 school reopen, i din smth very hurtful to her =(

I said tat i will let her regret for her whole life. Juz coz of she din hiu me in maple.
She talk to other boys alot in maple. She say juz frens.
I understand frens. I juz dun understand y i am so jealous.
Haizz...she reli din care abt me bah.
Tat's y i say her. But she dun take wat i say.
Sometime she say i blame her..im sry =(

Yesturday nite i din sleep. I sleep at 11.55pm.
I wake up at 1.45am. Then jiu can't sleep le..wuwu T.T
I sms her and she dun even bother to reply..haiz.
im reli dissapointed..im reli sry le moh.
Y u still angry? Tis u oso got wrong de. u can't blame it all on me de T.T

I dono y when i saw her talking to other boys wif a happy feeling.
I will feel jeaous..i ask myself..y can't she talk to me feeling happy like tat?
Haiz..I juz hope she 4give me soon. Im reli up set now.

Dun even have mood to play wif frens for the 1st day of school.
Wuwuwu =( im sry im sry...i know me wrong le..wuwu TT^TT
I wish things will get better but why everything jiu get worst and worst T.T
I dono wat to do le...wuwu =(

Someone pls help me...any1? T-T T_T T-T T_T T-T
I wish 1day evrything will be ok de...tis is my wish for her T-T

Feeling a little moody =(

Why i sms u every morning and nite
I sms to say good morning
I sms to say good nite.
But u never reply..haiz =(
Sometimes i feel tat im alone.
When im talking or chatting or smsing or wat ever.
I feel there is some1 wif me no matter wat.
Today u play maple wif me. and u wan me to pq wif u.
So i did..but when i told u i nid to off.
u din even say anything juz expell me from pt. ans say bye.

I reli feel like u juz wan me to help u lvling or get somthing.
After u get anything u wan. u juz kick me a side.
I feel sad TT^TT

I sms u and u never reply.
u din even ask if i was ok or not.
Im reli dissapointed..wuwu =(

I tot things going to get better.
I tot we were going to get better.
I guess i tot wrongly..haiz.

Wat else can i do!!?? =(
There is nth i can do anymore.
Now is up to u le.
weather u wan to let go or hold on to our relationship
U decide..i can't do nth more..wuwuwu
Im sori T-T

Feeling Happy =P

Today im very happy coz (she) sms me last nite
She ask me how am i and stuff lor^^
And tell me tat she's sry tat she can't sms me coz for some reason lor.
I understand how u feel. i will liao jie u de =)
I juz wan u to know tat i will be listening if u have feelings.
u can always tell me. i will try to understand and solve it wif u de^^

Yesturday afternoon and nite tuition..zzz
So bored ar..last nite tuition still got test.
I get 45% nia..cham...hahax
I must jyjy oh^^
study and try my best...yesh...tat's wat i'll do^^

Every body!! Help me jyjy oh =D
ok la..bb Have a good day =]

1st time blogging..hehe ^^

Hie =)
Today is my 1st time blogging...hehex
Todays is a boring day for me lorh.
Coz its holidays..2 weeks leh..haiyoyo..haha
Later afternoon still got tuition..haiz -.-"

Sad=(
Ur credit over limit is my fault de..sori..sori =(
Few days no find u le. Feel very weird..like something missing.
Haiz..juz hope u know tat i miss u..hmm
Wish tat i know wat r u thinking now or how r u feeling now.
Everyday say morning or nite nite to u oso never reply.
Hiazzz =.="

Nth to say ler..
Be happy all
buhbye =)