Normally after exam every1 go creazy and happy. but im not happy at all. Coz i felt tat the more i grow up the more things i have to worry abt and think abt. =.="
Lately my papa and mama is not happy together..they always quarrel and then now they dun sleep together on the same bed even not the same room T.T
Me being the aldest son had to be very stress..i nid to an wei my mama ans help her in things..But sometimes i get tired and angry..haiz..i felt sori =( I wan my family to be happy and safe and "sihat". No matter rich or poor we r still a family..We can change the truth!
Then there was my frens. They all r diffrent from last time. Last time they respect me and always listen to every frens idea b4 doing anything. But now we all feel far apart. Last time we always go play badminton every saturday morning. happy, sad moody, angry we share. but i dun see it now. Haiz..
Then there was my lover. Haiz..say tiok my tears jiu drop TT^TT I love her wif all my heart. I try to protect her. But i use the wrong way. Im sori dear T.T I know i done many wrong things..but being a couple or lover must tell 1 another wat's wrong and wat we both think abt and not keep it to yourself and then an the end u bring everything out. Haizz..She hurts me alot in tis pass 2 months. If my other fren din an wei me and pei me through tis things..i think i oledi ben kui early ago le. =( Everytime when im not doing anything i jiu thin of her..i miss how she love me and sayang me and ask me to drink water or eat medician. I miss when she joke wif me in the phone and when i play and joke she play along too. I miss all tat TT^TT
But i know she dun love me anymore..I know watever i do she oso wont love me anymore. I oso have to accept tis sooner or later. It hurts..but can i do...nth..nth i can do le..wuwuwuww!!! T_T
I understand dear, i will slowly fang qi and go away if tat's wat u wan. Thank you for giving me a wonderful love story. even the ending is not tat good. But im happy tat u r my 1st gf TT^TT
Good Bye my Love T_T
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